maybe after 100 days i will lose my love towards you ?
maybe i should count. we have known each other for 2 months and 5 days.
the first day that we know each other is on 22 sep 2009 a day which i cant forgot at all.
to you maybe i am just someone you can talk to when there's no people talk to you. like a spare tyre？
i was never in the list when u think about anything, i was always the last you would think of.
i really dunno wad is wrong with me, i know i should bless you and hope you two can be tgt for as long as possible, but it really hurts when i think that way and it also hurts me when you are missing her, or whenever you two fight
cox i want you to be happy and not sad.
your grandpa pass away, actually i had wanted to be there on the first day but velle they all not going, it would be weird for me to be there, more ever i'm just a friend, it would be weird if i m there. and i m scared. every minute i was. i do not know how to comfort you. i afraid i would sae the wrong things, so in the end i choose to keep quiet and think of you every minute. not being able to see you for 2 days is really a torture, i misss you so damn much.. when u cant slp, i really wish to be there with u. when u ask mi to stay overnight, i really wanted to stay even though my mums says no. but in the things turn out another way and i did not go until fri morning .
i dunno how to go on, these's days i having been living a life like a puppet, being call ard by u all or alone. a puppet or should i sae a dog? u call mi come here i must come den when u dun need me, u dun give a damn? i dunno why i have to be treated like this?
if you had planned to do tat in the first place, why include mi here? why step into my life?
and do something bad and just run away from it leaving mi to clear up all alone ?
the reason for me willing to be called ard by you is that i hope i can play a part in yr life, i hope i can be with u at anytime. and mostly i wan to be by yr side whether you are sad or happy.
ps. i really miss you so much that i wish i can be by your side now.
Sunday, November 22, 2009; 2:16 AM
i think i seriously is an coward hor !
we havent been talking for two days and it took me so damm long to have the courage to sms her and ask why.
kns right ?
ii m stupid and weird hor!
buay tahan myself feel so damm bad this two days!
living in hell totally
finally i'm gald i asked why and now i feel relieve and can smile le.
sorry babe! sorry for mi not talking to you and cause all this!
hehe
i miss talking to you, as how u miss talking to mi hor !
fridae night went to pasir ris park with poh poh and yijin, been a fun one. altho i m quite moody and emo, but still nice
went to downtown east for dinner at kfc den shop at the branded sale outside the kfc, bought a $10 jacket ! quite nice. plain plain de good for sch use and any other hehe !
den went movie! 2012! nice sia
hehe
and seriously sorry to pipi, cox when i was watching the show i was thinking if this really happen, who i wan to be by my side and the person is not pipi loh! so sorry pipi!
i still love u de pipi! just as how much i do love her
after movie went to the park
walk a long way to reach a point where we can sit and look a the sea
haha !
the wind damm big loh
so cold wear two jacket still very cold. freezing to the max.
shout to the sea, feel warmer and heart feel better too
den didnt manage to see sun rise the sky damm black keep thinking its gonna rain the whole night but never rain in the end, and because of this reason also the sun keep kena block by the clouds so didnt get to see sun rise after waiting like so damm long !
den mac for breakfast and went home! so tired.
reach home wash up and slp till 6 plus in the evening !
hehe !
gonna work 8 tmr morning ?!
going to faint liao cox now 2.30am liao!
haha
gonna end the post now
byebye =)
Thursday, November 19, 2009; 11:31 PM
todae i had a stupid idiotic RJ questions and that is What was your major failure in life so far? What had you learnt from it?
and my response to this RJ questions is :
I seems to live my life in failure everyday? I do not know what is called failure and what is called success? how to define that in my life? I am not sure. My major failure in life is that i had feelings, i get emotional too easily and feelings for small things around me. And all this emotions and feelings make me live in miserable everyday.
There is so much i have to think of and be sad about.
I have not learnt anything from it, cause everytime when
I told myself that you cant get too emotional and try to
change, the history repeat again. It is never ending.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009; 1:07 PM
i forgot why ii press blogger, i remember i wanted to blog something but seems like ii forgot le.
ohya!
i remembered!
i wanted to sae YEAH!
TODAY IS WED LE!!!!
tmr no work !
like so finally ?
ii have been working for straight 9 dayS?!!!!!
plus later is 10 DAYS LOH!
i wan faint liao loh
dying soon !
i need a break and have a kit kat!
hehe hahah!
and i pray
Amen.
heard this new song from 卓文萱, the lyrics is nice and reflect my feeling.
ytd i have PARTIAL for the first time in my life!!!
like so omg?
hahaha
like so sian ?
haha
rarrrrrrrr.
i m going crazy !
bye
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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in front,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even note my presence,
You're too busy doing something else,
And I want you to know,
I do love u so much,
That i can't let you go,
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you answer me?
My love to u,
Is so strong that,
I can't control myself,
Will u ever know how much,
I do love u?
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