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Dream Story

Forbidden Love

Majo No Jouken

Stories that I wish to erase

Monday, November 9, 2009; 11:03 AM

is it possible ?

to be still friends ?

i dunno, but i know for now

currently i cant.

maybe all should just end like this

i dun seem like a friend to u

cox u will sms them and talk rot with them

but u dun sms mi and talk rot

u only sms mi when nobody talks to u

i feel so unwanted, in the past at least u will sms mi and sae things, but now........

i dunno wad to do liao, i dunno wad u thinking ?

u dun wanna tell mi, call mi to guess, so wad m i suppose to guess?

if i think too positively, i feel that its all not possible

if i think too negatively, the picture doesnt seems to be like that

so ?

maybe i wont ever know the truth ?

maybe it will always be a mystery unsolved in my heart?

i dunno

Sunday, November 8, 2009; 2:42 AM

finally like after so so so long we three finally had a group name.

haha

and thats 3Y!

cox three of our name had Y!

hehe

went to Changi Beach today with the two of them, all pics with yijin cox she is the only one who bring camera!

and yea i m so eager to get a cam lah kns i wan take pics lah

but hor still deciding leh

cox ii dunno should i get a camera not

if i buy the samsung pixon 12 as my phone den for wad i buy cam ?

haha

ya so hmmm!

There are many ppl at the beach and i love the sea!

WE saw RAINBOW altho not raining! and lots of planes

haha

and yea my nu er got a good achievement !

ii teach her how to cycle!

and yea she manage to learn it in 2 hrs! altho not that steady yet but at least she can balance herself and cycle for a distance! hehe :D

hehe

Claps and Cheers to my wonderful nu er!

ah ma love you !

haha

there is so beautiful, haha

the wind there is so big that i dun need to blow the bubbles, ii just have to push it against the wind and the bubbles will come out!

damm nice loh

beautiful sea plus bubbles blow by wind and green grass patch for u to sit on

Wonderful!

I wan to go Changi Beach AGAIN! hehe

and yea today papa and meimei went to imm to buy toilet bowl! hehe

like our house toilet bowl flush has broken down for like 2 years or more?

and everyone who come is complaining about it lah haha!

got one pink and blue de hehe! coming on tuesdae, but must wait papa to install

cox if call them install is $80 each loh! so exp

papa sae he take off one dae to install also better!

haha

one toilet bowl is $191.50

exp sia but meimei sae already very cheap liao

haha

*Note: its time to forget, let go and give myself a break. it was all along a mistake.

shouldnt have let it sunk deeper when you told mi that, was just foolish enough to think i can change you, but neverthless i m not the one who can change you.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009; 11:41 AM

i know not possible but

y am i still hoping or even wanting u more ?

arent i stupid ?

or finding trouble ?

i know i am

maybe maybe maybe i should ?

sian i am very sian now

now i know wad is the name for this pic liao

The Creation.

haha

i have been thinking of something

but... i dunno

haiz

should i or should i not?

i dunno sia

Thursday, October 29, 2009; 1:42 PM

i m very restless now, sore throat plus running nose really make mi very sick.

dun feel like coming sch tmr le lah!

but i already pon finish fridae liao

no more leave

haha

got work later

going home alone later maybe

velle and eeling partial again, really damm fucked up by them

i care because you are my friends, den since u sae its none of my business, den it shall be.

no matter wad happen dun ask mi for help, i will also sae its none of my business.

thanks

Tuesday, October 27, 2009; 1:33 PM

Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

that's wad i wan to sae to u

haiz

should really forget you cox i'm not even in your list.

Monday, October 26, 2009; 2:02 PM

ugrh, it really hurts, never tot that it hurts to the extend, i cried in sch ?!!!!

i have always tell myself, i cannot cry in public only at home, but i cried in sch just now?!

omg, thinks its gonna be hard to forget u and let go of u.

but gonna try anyway, cox there is no way out, the situation has come to that u already let go, while i am the one who cant.

godblessmewiththestrengthcan?

oo i tot of a new quote again , dun sae i copy hor, just tot of it, confirm got ppl sae b4 de lah.

是我的就是我的，不是我的再怎么强求也不会是我的，就让它顺其自然吧，俗语说：船到桥头自然直。

期望越大，失望就越大，何不以平常心去对待，不管结果如何，都能心安理得。

NU ER !

MAMA LOVE U !

JIAYOU FOR Os ENG!

i just realised something.

i shouldn't avoid you, and instead i should face you.

y ?

cox when ii try to avoid u i think of u more, not just mentally pain, but physically pain too.

and these one days plus, i see something.

if i bravely face up to you, i feel better, i never miss u as much, at least there are a few minutes you are not in my mind.

today work full shift, 14 hrs, for the first hours, i was thinking of u, but when auntie came, she make mi laugh, think of u lesser, when dinie came, laugh at him, and keep call him do this do that while i slack. 4 plus, i decided to do ticketing, use work to numb myself and also to stop thinking of u, well it does work alittle cox in the end i work till i forgot to reply sms, really keep myself very busy for that 3-4 hrs , sweat alot.

but at least in that 3-4hrs, i do not think of u as much.

still wanted to buy u kinder bueno, cox i said i wanted to get u kinder bueno, and yeah i did.
hear that u was sad, was worried, but happy that u told mi yr troubles and share it with mi.

althought i cant help, but at least i lend u my ears.

i found that if i treat u as a friend and listen to yr troubles,i feel better and it doesnt ache that much.

so ii tell myself, from now on, i m going to treat u as friend, and not to avoid, i should face u, that will make things better, at least ii dare to face it den hide.

勇敢使人坚强。

只要勇于面对，敢于面对，就会变得更坚强！！！

quote to myself !

GAMBETE SHARON!

U CAN DO IT !

JIAYOU!

AH MA & PIPI IS ALWAYS THERE TO SUPPORT YOU !

and of cox my nu er and the two girls who really is always there.

Sunday, October 25, 2009; 1:34 AM

借酒消愁seriously doesnt applies to mi loh, the bitter beer just make my heart more 苦。

i had alot to sae, but when i open blogger and wanted to post, i dunno wad to sae.

i only know the more ii wan to forget u, the more ii think of u.

i even think of way that is way too cruel for mi, to continue be by yr side。

i tried all sorts of way to think reason for u, but when ii think of it, why am i doing this to hurt myself while there is no way u will like me?

u said, u are used to having mi in yr life, if i suddenly stop liking u, u dunno wad to do.

this sentence pierce and cut my heart up.

used to having mi that's y whenever i m around u, u dont notice mi or my existence. u feel that it is right to have me there.

and when i m not around u feel weird, u feel u lost something important. and that's the time when u will only remember me and ask for mi, and when i dun wan, u will get angry, and when u are angry ii agree to all yr requests.

there are so many that likes you, why can u ask stella to let go while u wan mi to hold on?

treat mi as her can ?

i had only step into yr life for one month, can u let mi go ?

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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in front,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even note my presence,
You're too busy doing something else,
And I want you to know,
I do love u so much,
That i can't let you go,

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you answer me?

My love to u,
Is so strong that,
I can't control myself,
Will u ever know how much,

I do love u?
majo no joken

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陈德脩
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26
15/7/1982

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27
19/08/1981

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